and find a way to blame somebody else…

I am notorious for ideas but no follow through because [insert whatever excuse here].  I do have some killer ideas, but I don’t always know HOW to actually execute them .  However, I also just tend to get stuck in my own head… this is the biggest issue.   Something knocks me down and my head swirls and I guess I wallow in my own self misery and I get stuck in this rut and on this crazy winding path down a dark forest filled with fog and I can’t find my way out. I really want out.

So how do I get out?  I like to create and I like to write. Writing has always been a great comfort for me.  Livejournal was my world for so many years and I’ve seemed to get lost in whatever it is I’ve gotten lost in since I move to LA and I don’t write a whole lot anymore.  I’m going to write.

I CAN stick to things.  I went through bartending school, broadcasting school, and even earned an associates degree so I can stick to things.  Every day (or, well… almost every day) I did a Drawlloween drawing.  I watched a horror movie every day.  So even recently I stuck to something.  I CAN DO IT.